Aiya!!!!!!!

Who the heck is the mirror gal and A gal?????????????? I wanted to know who are you!!!!?????!!!!!!!

Everybody the girl le.....is effa lor.........lol!!!!!!!!!!!!.........she so shock after seeing this....she almost killed me today.But she too kind to kill me.You so kind untill she bought me a ice lemon tea.THKS EFFA!!!!!!!

Ha Ha ha Ha...........yean yu and I today make fun of EFFA.......lol!!!!!!!!! Walao, I didn't know yean yu so good at acting....lol!!!!!!!!!! she act untill I got goosebum.HAHAHA

Today........exam ar!!!!!!!!! band girls is memorizing the sejarah map.Fiono,sau kuen,sook wai and I is memorizing the sejarah map.As I know the the map......sook wai and fiona is repeating everytime.........and know I am so so good at the map aledi.Is still in my head!!!!!
pedir,pasai,rokan,siak,kampar,inderagiri,jambi,palembang,patani,kedah,perak,manjung,kelang,
melaka,johor,sayong,bentan.riau,lingga,kelantan,terengganu. Ish!!!!!!!!!

Good luck to the from 3 seniors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reminded me!!!!!!!!!!

Some one reminded me about her poem.......The girl is:( the person who is as same class as me then also in band,play trumpet somemore) LOL!!!!!!!!! since last month "the girl" got tease by many seniors......then she got very very annoyed.Then we form 1's also tease her....then she got more and more annoyed.She got angry and told me."Wai Wei!!!!!! I got a very good poem

Dear ( guess who le ),

Do not say you love me
U don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time

by your love one...that girl
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I edit some lar.................actually I forgot about it because got sad issues
.She purposely go reminded me......and sms about the poem.So now I write lar.So funny

I'm still sad

I'm still sad now a days........I'm completely blank in all my life.I'm nothing!!!!!!!!!!! I so angry about and also cry for about.I completely too sad about this...being nothing is very sad.I being nothing for almost 6 years.And I thought that this year will gonna change my life.But it did change my life a bit.....and it went completely empty.Just like someone just throw me away.I try my best to make that perfect.But ppl turn me down......as I am a blur case -.-ll.And now I being nothing.....Can some seniors explain to wat position am I rite now? Trumpet or something..........
I don' whether I'm a trumpeter or any other else lar......very complicated........is becasue of the so call senior( drum major one ) not wei wen

Dear no name person from the chabox
this message is specially made for you....

Try to polish shoe to get the high post is a bad thing to do.Never polish people shoe because will end up getting nothing in ur life.I have try b4 ( not try lar ........don't know why end up like that) Others will hate you............you will end up no frens.........So never polish people shoe OK!!!!!

Dear Loh Yeng
thanks.........I love you because you're so kind...love you as a senior also ar.Thank you alot loh yeng.................

Maybe...........

Mayb I need counseling........little too sensitive now a days.But today go back to the original person as I was teasing effa back.Yes!!!!!!!!!!! so happy when teasing her.Is like my energy is back from the start.Got anyone have a new manga to read.......I felt empty after finishing the high school debut.Got any new anime show beside shugo chara or mayb vampire night.Can anyone find a love story in manga.Suddenly interested.Ha ahahahahaha........

Infuse are having a small orchestra wo......... for christmas onli wo.I included wo(I'm so glad that I played violin.Too happy to be true.

Oh ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bad at playing trumpet after all......-.-ll.I forcing the sound out...........T-T help lar..............even I relax pun sound like forcing sound.Ish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! play high C like the 1st time I play onli. ah!!!!!!!! like that how to play high E le.Conclusion: I don't know.AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!focing sound is terrible.Mayb I should pracitce more and more and more and more and more.

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My turn of sadness

Sorry for the current post........I was too emotional sad.So sad and end up crying while writing about my parents.Haizzz................

Now a days.....was crying more than studying -.-ll(I don't know why) Is not that I love someone ok........no negative thinking!!!!!!!! I felt that I'm a useless girl.I currently felt my self is a useless person.I can't do anything right about it.Studies not good,everything I do also not good.just feel like I'm a useless girl.

Today yean yu.....looks so serious at me.Ask me about who going to be the president and vice president for band.Then I guess lor..........mayb pui yee or kar po lo.Then she said to me......."why? you so like kar po one meh?".Then she ask everybody....everybody also give the same answer pui yee or kar po lo.Then she always give me the look lo............and said all also love kar po....Booo!!!!!!!! yean yu FYI you forgot pui yee ar.......ish!!!!!!!!! I felt that yean yu talk abit like senior khai wern

Then another effa.......haizzz.........Today talk about band also during the PJ period........Talk about me lo.Haizzz..broke my heart onli.She said " Wah! wai wei...so geh......do three stuff...trumpeter,conductor,drum major.But I don't know wat is ur official one lar. If you play trumpet.....you're not that good lar ( she didn't said this but I know she going to say this ) Conductor......doesn't suit you lar........drum major also lar" Then I told her lo.....I'm not a drum major anymore.Then she said........I don't know wat suit you lar.Yer!!!!!!! make me felt mad onli......make me feel more useless.Make me feel like crying.........

Teacher ask me...........got ambition anot?Then I said I don't have lor.Then she say to me ....... that I'm not normal because I don't have a dream.Then she said that, is very hard for me to stay in heron.Then make me feel like crying also.I'm not happy because of this.Don't know why everybody so mean to all of the sudden.I aledi know I'm stupid.........in primary.....all the teacher hate me also especially my class teacher...because I'm bad at BM.
I'm Useless lar!!!!!!!!!!! Happy Everybody

*sorry too emotional deep........sook wai you better don't tell anybody after reading this...........feel like crying onli lar......T-T

My so call good father read my blog!!!!!!

wat is his problem ar.......................he is like a spy of the family......always look at my facebook.Then ask a bunch of stupid question.......is this ur bf.........is this ur lover.......is this ur lesbain mate...........is this wat you wrote in it................Stupid lar..............!!!!!!!!!!go use brain lar father

YOU KNOW WAT IS MENJAGA HAK KANAK KANAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he is very stupid lar.................I don't know whether I call god bless or not........when I call god bless still the same thing happen...............wat is this lar.Stupid onli